Wrestling Alone

“So Jacob was left alone and a man wrestled with him till daybreak.  Genesis 32:24 NIV” We all know what it’s like to be alone.  A spouse leaves.  A child dies. Friendships separate. A move happens. Pain sets in.  Grief, for what is lost, permeates the deepest crevices of our souls.  We wonder if God […]

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Enough

I’ve been there a bunch lately. In that place I call “the corner”. It’s that uncomfortable state of being.  Many of us find ourselves at there, some more then others.  If we’re honest. I beat my self up there. “Crazy” happens there and the “yucky ugly” comparison of me versus others who are perceived to […]

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Thankful for the Locusts

So I will restore to you the years that the swarming locust has eaten, the crawling locust, the consuming locust, and the chewing locust, my great army which I sent among you.   You shall eat in plenty and be satisfied,  And praise the name of the Lord your God, Who has dealt wondrously with you;  […]

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Times & Seasons

“And the God of all grace who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast. 1 Peter 5:10 NIV” Today is not only the start of a brand new day, but a brand new season for me. […]

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And If Not

I’ve been sitting on these 3 small, seemingly insignificant tittles of our English language for quite some time. Continued notions zoom by as I have played them over and over intertwining them with the plaguing unanswered questions that seem to be on constant replay. I have noted myself to be a person of contrast, sometimes […]

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All I Want For Christmas

This past year I enrolled in a fabulous writing course which has opened up a whole new world for me. As I have hungrily devoured each lesson, repetitive encouragement has been to “find my voice”. As I have started to find bits and pieces of that answer, fear has intimidated my inner soul. What if […]

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What Matters Most

2019 has been a year of changes in our household.   Many have been major and more life affecting then we could have ever imagined.  I must confess that I care too much about what others think about our life, so my anxiety has heightened in the process.  I’m learning change isn’t always bad.  Sometimes it […]

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